Chill man, nobody here is wanting do any harm to you - the mods aren't here with the purpose of banning, but just to keep order in this place.
I'd be happy to post advice on here, except I do no possess the knowledge to do so, I know barely anything about aspergers and it's a problem that's probably too specialised for most people to be able to give advice about. You might get lucky and find somebody that does. Personally, I wouldn't know where exactly you could get help.
But is there anybody you can talk to? A doctor, a teacher, a friend, a nurse, a colleague, a boss? An internet forum like this one will mean you have a thin chance of getting useful advice, not because nobody cares, but because people aren't necessarily educated enough to give it. This thread is probably the worse place to look to, because all people come here to do is write a load of tripe.
However, if the internet really is the place you want help, I did a quick google search and it appears there's a forum for those dealing with autism and aspergers, perhaps it'll be of use to you:
http://www.wrongplanet.net/forums.html
