live a day in my life and that'd actually be worth something
i'm lucky to have made it to 20 hehee, mine is comming up soon.
wonder if some people are gonna keep what they promised me 2years ago, i doubt it but would be a nice suprise ... last year everyone just plum forgot, wasn't til like a week later they were all like "OMG, we totally forgot" and the year before that i had to spend it celebrating the birthday of my Ex's sister - at which my Ex seemed like wanted to have nothing to do with me all bloody evening, ended up having two very private chats (one of which wasn't even a f**kin chat
) with her brother in law and my EX best mate ... plus we'd agreed that at like 5-10 to midnight when the party was winding down we'd get out of that and just hang out the two of us.
Ended up down the canal skimming pebbles til the sun came up, was such a magnificent sight (pitty i had no one to enjoy it with).
so happy birthday tomorrow, hope that its alot more fun than mine end up being