lmao... every job has aspects that you don't want to do but must, however most of the work i'm doing recently has been programming - something i'm not really cut out for and infact i quite dislike doing it for enlonged periods.
i mean i enjoy it when i'm working on a shader for a day or two, and i can see a good visual result... but right now i'm programming quite a few things for programs which i have to make sure are done within a reasonable amount of time - the Render System for example must be done by June at the latest in with 4 platform versions 3D Studio Max 4/5, Maya 3/4/5, Milkshape 1 & Milkshape 2
add to this i want it done for my own product which i want to relase in October still along with the new IDE and the UIS for DarkBasic Professional.
all this with my fulltime job and the small amount of work i've promised Sam
all of which is programming - when all i wanna do is sit back and just work on artwork all day again.
not forgetting i've got 2 companies which are developing for FMTau Labs, as well as keeping FMTau Labs financed (which is what the projects above are to accomplish hopefully) ... i've got a little more on my plate than alot of people realise most of the time, and i think i have the right to be bored outta my head somedays.
And i wouldn't be working so damn'd hard if people say they'll help me out and then get bored like a month in and just bugger off - which truely piss's me off alot, cause i'll say something will be done for you guys and other guys - just to be left on my own with a bunch of source code i haven't a flipping clue what it does or even find out the screenshots i've been getting sent were faked and they never did any of the blasted work they said they had
... quite frankly i'm gonna be bloody happy when i can afford to rent office space in either the UK or US and setup shop properly. So that i can keep a real eye on people i have working for me - its why i don't even bother offering pay now, because when i did people just took the money and disappeared... its so annoying being screwed over, time and time and time again
:: sighs :: and breath
Tsu'va Oni Ni Jyuuko Fiori Sei Tau!
One block follows the suit ... the whole suit of blocks is the path ... what have you found?