Quote: "because I think you are all crazy. It bugs me. You accept that the Standard Model can be wrong, but defend it. You don't even care if its wrong, and your heads are wasting away. You call me crazy, and maybe only have a few weeks left of the Standard Model. Which then makes you into me. It's like a sheep following crazy people, a cult, or religion. Not only that but the religion tells you not to care if it is wrong.
One of us is crazy. I go for what I can see visibly, and that makes it almost impossible to disprove me."
what makes you so sure that the universe is constructed in such a way that can be comprehended with a human beings limited spectrum of perception and intellect?
you call us stupid, react abusively to anyone trying to help you cut through the fog, and to date have made almost no effort to explain yourself. you seem to expect that the only correct way to see the world is through your eyes, we are not AI entities programmed within your program to see and understand only the things you wish us to.
there is more than one way to view any one thing. here is evidence
you claim that your theory explains existing phenomena, there is a lot of good science already explaining the same phenomena. It is not blindly followed or "believed in" it's just the most accurate understanding we have to date.
you are swearing black and blue that there is a young woman in the picture, and others are stupid sheep for seeing an old woman.
one of the most beautiful things about the human mind is the ability to look at something and see something unique. you do it, I do it we all do it.
we all look at the same words and see a slightly different interpretation of them as we encode the words into thought, we can even speak an opinion that sounds similar when thoughts are encoded back into words. There is much philosophy surrounding this factual idea.
Your disregard for others thought, your unwillingness to use existing terms to clearly explain yourself and your disproportional opinion of your own intelligence, will not make your life easier, nor will it convince people you are correct.
if you don't care then why post?
you clearly want to communicate, so why not do so clearly?
More and more pincho I am drawing the conclusion that you need psychiatric attention. unfortunately I am sure you will not seek it voluntarily.
Think of this pincho, have your mental health checked out. if you are sane, then medication will not change your view. if you are unwell you can become well again.
You remind me so much of me when I lost it.
sorry for a long story but you need to hear it. -I have greatly condensed this for clarity.
Quote: "I had this perfect view of the universe and very few people could understand what I was saying, the people who could, could neither confirm nor deny my ideas. I worked tirelessly day and night for... im not even sure how long. the real world slipped away. I didnt even notice when it happened I became angry at the stupidity of humans and their inability to understand what I was doing.
My friends didn't pull me up on it because they thought I was onto something too complex for them to understand. they backed off while my behavior became stranger and stranger.
I found the fundamental frequency of the universe and tuned my mind into it, I gained the ability to see and interact with different planes of reality, i could communicate with extra dimensional beings. I drew too much attention to myself and was noticed by dark beings who began wearing my friends like masks and tormenting me, i couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, couldn't stay in one place for too long, couldn't even get them out of my mind. everywhere i went they jumped from body to body and stared at me filling my head with terrible thoughts.
I ran, determined to stay off the grid, I stopped in at my mothers house because I was so exhausted I just needed a safe place to sleep.
when she saw me she cried. Led me inside and just nodded as I shared what was going on and gave me a crystal to "protect myself". she laid out a mattress and I fell asleep. I awoke with the acute mental health team in our lounge room, mum and some of her strong male friends were there. I was too tired and weak to fight. I was taken to doctors and psychologists and psychiatrists and put on this medication that made it so hard to think, all i could do is stare at the thing i was looking at. It was nice to have a quiet head. the parallel universes faded and I remembered the world. I thought back and was shocked by how strange my behavior was, and how close i came to dying. I was a completely different person while i was ill, and changed right back to normal after I was medicated."
Your behaviour seems so similar to mine in the earlier stages.
Get yourself looked at, then continue with this.
It would be terrible for everyone to back off or get angry with you and abandon you.
I actually noticed a change in you a few weeks back, when your posts became strangely negative. I just thought maybe you had issues and were grumpy at that moment.
I am concerned for you Pincho. get some help.
Sometimes I like to use words out of contents
