Quote: "Ah dang... that's not very good"
On the contrary, this is both a good and bad thing.
It is good, because it means since it is likely cancer, at least it's not brain cancer, which is VERY VERY deadly. Since they're not sure where it originated from, it means it's very small, and once they do find it they may be able to remove it entirely and she could be very nearly cured, but of course she will have to go through some chemo and radiation therapy for a while just to be sure.
Turns out the ICU would let me visit her, as long as I wore a mask. But I would not feel comfortable, I know I'm contagious and if I got her sick? Oh boy I would never forgive myself!
Quote: "I'll bet your emotions are swinging around pretty wildly at the moment"
Indeed. I'm not gonna lie, I cried a lot last night, the amount of stress and worry had finally built up enough (even after the point of surgery) that it just had to come out. It came without warning and lasted probably a good 15 minutes. I knew a breakdown was imminent, thankfully I was all by myself and could be as loud as I wanted to be.
Not that I'm ashamed of crying, but I want to be strong in front of the rest of my family. My brother is by far the most sensitive out of all of us and if I brokedown in front of him he would have broken down too.
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